Now is the time of dreaming.


I can still feel that moment, time standing still, power ~a Pluto moment…

I remember impressions of many dreams. The thread I pulled from a dream last night seemed real. I pulled it into waking life.

I asked, “Are we at war?”

“Yes,” was the reply.

I saw before me a military jeep. It was a camouflage green. The person driving it was a heavy-set man dressed in camouflage green. He had black hair and a black mustache. He was driving on a muddy field towards somewhere. He was carrying a nuclear weapon /device. I was standing near a wired fence. The device fell out and the bomb went off.

I was with John as the bomb exploded. I knew I would be dead. The dread of what was happening filled me. I felt pressure and the light was all around me. As if a giant monster took a deep breath. I was right in the middle.  In the eye of the storm I listened, waiting for the exhale. For everything to be torn apart. My consciousness is aware of time. Time was standing still. What a profound feeling. A moment of silence. Quiet awareness before annihilation!

“As representation of the underlying process of life, death and rebirth of the struggle of opposites and their resolution. Archetypes, images in their multitude or social and historical forms draw human beings into connection with the primary most pervasive process of the universe.”


food again

Did not sleep a wink

last night was obnoxious

today i am excited…

It is the bite of life!

I lost my left molar crown

crack in my tooth

crack in the night

Feeling good today…

I have to see a dentist

So I can bite yummy food again…

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/bite/

Coyote

By Hudley

Posted on November 23, 2017




To all the wild things that know us

When we walk in their fields

Or on their hills!

A day of thanksgiving

A history of the land

A call from the wild…

As I meditate upon

The four directions

Of the medicine wheel…

My comrades and allies,

Coyote surprised me with a story

One that brought happy tears

To my eyes…

Coyote said,

“I have known you longer

Before you came to this

Native song of life…

I knew you as a child

I smelled you in the weeds

As you fell and rolled

Down tall green grass

as a laughing youth…

I knew your favorite trees

you expertly climbed

I rested near the rocky hills

where you dreamed

Reflecting thin white crystals…

I knew the places where you rode

on a white horse

The rugged trails you blazed

through the large sage mountains

That rolled with scented fennel

to the sound of the sea…

At night you heard us singing

I called to you

I scared you

I woke you up

with a screaming ascending yelp

Remember?

Sharing the mysteries of life…

One-night years ago

I walked right next

to the car door of

The man you would marry

I sized him up…

He remembers!

Now the story is clear

I have known you

longer then you

have known of me…

I also sang this story

to the visiting raccoons

remembering you now

as a wild friend

I told them our story

The nature of a lifelong song…”



Penny Candies




Growing up in the San Fernando Valley during the 1960s was wild. All the corner streets were filled with hitchhiking youths. Carrying incense and their innocence. Topanga Canyon was a way to the beach. They moved towards the Pacific Coast Highway.

As a kid I would walk down to Gary’s Market on the corner of Dumetz and Topanga Canyon. My friends and I purchased penny candies. We also got bakery goods. We would sit and eat. We gazed at the craziness.

Now I often take a drive to Box Canyon. That place where the Manson Family once lived. I love writing about this place and that time. It seems to be a place that has not been touched by time. It still feels and smells like the late sixties and early seventies.

As kids we walked or rode our bikes there. Not as many cars back then, made the ride or walk easy. There were trees to climb and plenty of friends. We felt safe. Gone for hours at a time! Funny, my parents never seemed to worry about us.

It was not until after the Manson trial that I learned to fear the wild places of my youth. Yet smoking pot would always highlight this paranoia.


My heart is still shaking all over after all these years…

Gasatanka / Flipside Fanzine Vol 2.. with Revolutionary Fetus …

Doing a little reflective researching for my little talk. Always gets my heart beating a little faster. This band insert was one of my favorite ones. My work.  But I always wanted to do a newspaper Fanzine. The individuals that made this vinyl fanzine happen are amazing ! What a wild project… a wonder how it ever happened?

14 days until…

Flash Romulus (rip)


I am looking forward to speaking at another event. It is rich to share stories about a remarkable time in my life. We will be sharing stories about ‘the Pat Fear’ a real punk character motif among punk characters that participated in and continued past the original Los Angeles punk scene.

Those wild and interesting characters that moved a growing punk rock scene.

I also will have available a handful of my Punk@lullaby journals for viewing and sale. That I put in a cotton muslin bag. A bag for 20 buck.  Supported by a Seminary of Praying Mantis sticker. For your handy viewing pleasure.

All in good fun and great memories….

All the information for this event is on the sidebar on the right…

Thanks

~Hudley


My Punk@lullaby journals all in one paperback… Just click the image. Thanks.