The prison culture of black, grey tattoos to out of prison colors.




Shane Enholm talked tonight about the history of tattoo machines. He also shared he was a young punk influenced by many of the same individuals of the early punk scene as I. From Steve Human helping him to print up his large posters, to Darby Crash and Shame Williams (the Rock & Roll Bank Robber) whose wife led him into being a bank robber serving for fucking 10 years at San Quentin, from ages 18 to 30 years old.

My home in the San Fernando Valley holds many treasures and ‘Nathan’s Tattoos and Piercings’ is a shining star. Right off of Sherman Way and Topanga Canyon Blvd. is a well rooted history which amplifies art and music. An approachable hub or community of many distinctive individuals dappling in the world of skin illustrations and beyond.

As the fires burn around the Valley amongst my beloved Verdugo and Santa Monica Mountain ranges, a helpful refuse is amongst this grip of psychological terror and fear.

Yet regardless an honest tattoo artist tells his story. The focus was not on technique but on the machines used in the tattoo artist’s world.

The tools of trade and history was the discourse this evening.

I told Nathan,

“I always focused on the images and my feelings when getting a Tattoo not the machine doing the work.”

Tonight, I got to see, appreciate, and understand the technology or machines being passed around. A full house as machines were overseen and passed from hand to hand like gold or precious items.

Recently my son and his friend went into Nate’s to get their first tattoos. It was on a dare from me because their birthdays are so close together in December. I never knew they would follow through with the crazy old lady’s offer. But they did. I got another too.

This is when Nathan invited me to this event. And I am so happy to have followed him up on it. I almost gave up due to the fires but there was a strange sense of continuity of a group of individuals being fearless together tonight.

The ghost echoes of those who I have known within the realms of this art form and music scene were there, whispering persistent memories that lingered in the air. Those living and dead, their spirits intertwined with the melodies that filled the night.

Like many of us tonight, they were sharing a common bond in this world of time and place, a connection forged through shared experiences and emotions, just like receiving a tattoo that permanently marks our journey.

It is a fucking history that keeps giving, shaping our identities and enriching our stories with depth and meaning; this is what we do as storytellers of our lives, weaving together individual narratives into a larger tapestry that celebrates resilience, creativity, and the unique threads that bind us all.

A gathering around pizza and irresistible fudge. A warm community or hub of brave souls under the full moon and Venus.

“The odors of perfume were fanned out on the summer air by the whirling vents of the grottoes where the women hid like undersea creatures, under electric cones, their hair curled into wild whorls and peaks, their eyes shrewd and glassy, animal and sly, their mouths painted a neon red.”

― Ray Bradbury, The Illustrated Man



Histoire vraie Noir !

Ruff and I traveled the eastern Santa Monica Mountains of Southern California on our horses. Yellow weeds, dirty sage hills and shady glens held endless treasures to us. Yes, the hills and fields of Mulholland and Los Angeles County were still wild.

Even the new asphalt streets that came soon to cover the earth echoed with the sound of nature and children playing. We were somehow the hillbillies of Woodland Hills.

Not too rich and uncontrollably wild.
The neighborhood was horsey, and Ruff and I noticed the for-sale signs on the empty fields. At dusk, we pulled the real estate posts down with a rope looped around a saddle horn. The signs always were reassembled the next day.


-To Ride a Painted Pony WIld.
Hudley Flipside

Today while checking out the supermarket a mature man and lady talked about his red cap that said, “Make America Great Again.”
I tried to be a good girl, but it is difficult sometimes to refrain and keep to my new moto of,
“Let Go, Stand Aside and receive the gifts.”
The guy behind me with the face of St. Francis of Assisi said,
“It makes no difference. This country is divided.”
I agreed with him.
I still have that naivety which thinks that goodness is the way. Yet discernment is not what rules the world, it is lacking. This earth is not a place of good or evil, it is a place here where all that is admirable resides in each individual.
I told them I am leaving the democratic party. Become an anarchist once more. Biden did betray us. He should have rounded up the criminals at the get go after his win. So here we are.
A twilight zone episode. Where homes are torn down to make big fucking ugly apartments. Where sacred land is raped and recruited for the plenteous and powerful. It is a time of the abounding and potent and their souls are dark. The light may be somewhere because it is getting dark out there.

“A noir story is about people who know what they’re doing is wrong, and they do it anyway. And, typically, there’s hell to pay. We love watching them break the law; we love watching them reap the consequences.”
~ Eddie Muller



Environmental Etiquette

I live on an island surrounded by a powerful river and close to a mighty waterfall. One can hear the sound of the waterfall for miles. It sounds like Niagara Falls.

How creative my mind can be. The island is my single-family dwelling. A home with a front and back yard. The house was built in 1958. 66 years old as I am. The river around us is Sherman Way, Fallbrook Ave, and Vanowen St. The sound of the waterfall is really the sound of car tires on asphalt. The sound of traffic with too many cars.

The sound of the city has grown over the last ten years as the monster apartments expand at an alarming rate.

Environmental Etiquette is a theory I have focused on. I see it as caring about our environments and the future. Our living ecosystems. Common sense and caring about our neighborhoods.

Implement building restrictions.

Environmental concerns, Infrastructure limitations, Community planning.

Hope you will take the time to support my cause. Thank you. And buy a T-Shirt!


Image of Thyrsus



Potnia Theron.


Lady of the Animals

I Saw you once.

In my dreams.

Before I knew your name.

I was at a Golf Course Green

Near where I grew up.

I played there as a child.

I saw your head emerging.

From the sand trap on the green.

Ascending up

As made by some

Prehistoric substance.

Colors of the sand, earth, and primordial statues

Of antiquity.

You looked at me.

Turned and then.

As a fast wind

Ran up Canoga Ave

Up towards Mulholland

And the youthful

Santa Monica Mountains.

With you were many wild animals.

Lions, bears, horses, raccoons, tigers

Skunks, opossums, and elephants.

All the wild animals and you

Ran so amazingly fast away towards

The mountains.

I now finally know your name…

Potnia Theron.

“Lady of the wild things.”

Artemis…

Ancient a time long ago 600 BC.

I call upon you for your wisdom.

I love your wild things.

I want to run with you.

I also call upon your protection.

From those who

Condemn the wild animals.

And my love for them

And you.

Be with us.

The wild things and me.

I ask for a swift

And vigorous justice

TO be heard, seen

As innocent.

Oh, my Powerful…

Potnia Theron


New Los Angeles Flipside Fanzine Documentary Film Promo.


Plugged us into the underground network


Punk Rock Colleague & Historian and Professional Consultant

Hudley Flipside


Cut and Paste The American Hardcore

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Tony Rettman

Patrick Kitzel

First Edition 2024

2000 copies

Printed by Signature Book Printing, Maryland USA

Unterwelt Books is a division of Tribal Publishing


This punk hardcore-hardcover book stands for one of the first examples of handheld devices, besides cats. A history of American punk rock fanzines.

As I say there were a lot of players in the punk scene and some I knew well. Others I knew only in passing or by way of Flipside Fanzine’s uptown Whittier POBox.

It was an interval of time when a counterculture of punks communicated. The symbiotic relationship of bands, fans, record labels and beyond.

Some fanzines lasted a weekend, others a month or two and others endured the punk scene for years.

I am glad Los Angeles Flipside Fanzine and myself are included in this hardcover book smelling of vinyl records, ink, and a dark room waiting to develop some images taken at a show the night before. Those nasty addictions of mine come into play.

This book is an experience. I was placed back in that office in Whittier Los Angeles surrounded by punk hubs that circulated around me from town-to-town, state-to-state and country-to-country. A punk scene of memories and believing in something greater than yourself.

Sharing a scene, documenting a picture or contribution of a point of view in a letter. The best included are the lyrics to a song.

Living at that time we were a scene veiled away, hidden from the mainstream of our existing modern cultures, so we made our own living scene. Our own culture.

No checks, credit cards only cash came to us by trusting punker souls. I only messed up on subscriptions once in a while most likely due to a terrible hang-over.




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The Seminary of Praying Mantis Cryptocurrency

Why did the hipster Bitcoin miner burn out his GPU?

He was mining before it was cool.


“So, you can get your cryptocracy and put in invisible banks”


“A rate cut is likely to help Bitcoin and other cryptocurrencies. A rate cut of any size bodes well for growth assets like cryptocurrencies as they reduce the opportunity cost of holding assets that don’t provide yields. In a low-interest-rate environment, investors are more inclined to go for assets with higher potential returns, even if they involve greater risk.”


This is a promotional funny but meaningful way to take a honest look at Bitcoin.

If you invest in my company, I will give you something in return that is real. That has value.


The Praying Mantis cryptocurrency coin art


Oliver once said,

“How come you always show up selling just what I need.”

And Haney turned it on him by saying,

“Well, how come you seem to always be needing just what I have to sell?”

Oliver Wendell Douglas and Mr. Haney/ Green Acres 1965 ‧ Sitcom ‧ 6 seasons


Flopside cOmics special funny 😄

Nature is not lost.

The Divine Comedy Inferno
Canto X111
1-4

“Nessus had not yet reached the other bank
When we began to make our way across
A wood on which no path had left its mark.
No green leaves in that forest, only black;
No branches straight and smooth, but knotted, gnarls;No fruits were there, but briers baring poison.”


My responding…


Nature is not lost
All wild creatures, insects, plants, and trees are in a state of ecstasy. The praying mantis reflects in my watery psyche only a drip of what that is.
As she embraces the gardenia plant!
Climbing through and reaching also the trailing purple tubular magenta flowers.
Touching the earth while reaching towards the sun.
A spell, my enchanting bliss.
Cleaning away the contrast
Of contraries of my human experience of a paradise lost!


The Divine Comedy Paradiso
Canto XXV
124-127

“Only those two lights that ascended wear
Their double garment in this blessed cloister
And carry this report back to your world.
”When he began to speak, the flaming circle
Had stopped its dance; so took its song had ceased-
That gentle mingling of their threefold breath-”


environmental etiquette t-shirts for your wearing pleasure.

Yet outside I try and do things that are good for my environment. I do not use pesticides. I encourage natural pest control. If you give your environment time it will reach a natural balance.

I have developed a nice relationship with my local praying mantis hub. They have balanced out the problem we had of too many black widow spiders.

Yet all the wild animals too come and go in a balanced way too.

Owls come to visit as well as our family bird tribe of ravens.

The laws and resilience of nature is not for me to control we are all on the menu in one way or another. Yet as a human being I practice environmental etiquette.

For example, if you move into a neighborhood, you are happy with your new home. Take a look around and see how the homes around you are like. Is it a caring frequency you feel? Practice environmental etiquette and I guarantee you that you will make all sorts of friends.




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Golden Brown

Golden-Brown Big Mama Mantis on the tree in front of my office. She has inspired me so over the years. My bedroom was converted into an office because of her. August is ending and I am hopeful I will see her soon… as for years she has shown me her love.



Joanna Spock Dean Some good Punk Rock Mythology.



This is what Punk Rock Mythology is all about and what is the best place than a local pub where we raise a toast, tell stories, and share memories.

I also include a song by Backstage Pass in Los Angeles Flipside Fanzine the Narrative Documentary / Film. Epeisodion Two.

Genevieve Schorr and Joanna Spock Dean so gracefully shared their song.





LOS ANGELES FLIPSIDE FANZINE THE NARRATIVE DOCUMENTARY / FILM. EPEISODION TWO. 2022.


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Come in under



Burial of the Dead

T.S. Eliot

“There is shadow under this red rock,

(Come in under the shadow of this red rock.)

And I will show you something different from either

Your shadow at morning striding behind you

Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;

I will show you fear in a handful of dust. (9)”



“Fearing the shadow that strides behind us before the noon of life is as natural as fearing the shadow rising to meet us in the evening.

What is different in the fear that Eliot is describing is the pervading sense of loss in so many people in our twentieth-century wasteland- loss so deep that the vital spark goes out, leaving a hollow shell. Patriarchy is crumbling.

The values that were taken for granted for centuries are being questioned as we watch our raped planet wither under the pressure of acid rain, toxic waste, overpopulation.

We can choose to tyrannize our inner victims and deny our fear, as millions of addicts are doing, or we can try to connect to the soul energy in our handful of dust.

Oppressed peoples around the globe are hearing their inner victims and fighting for their freedom in whatever way they can.”

#marionwoodman


I like to find fabrics with lovely colors and designs. I place them around my home. Sometimes the cats sleep on the material of red or golden.

Sometimes I hang the fabric material on my windows, as this textured sunflower pattern, to see the numinous wonder of light and shadow patterns playing on the opposite side of the wall.



The Case of the Small Mushroom T-Shirt

Stormy Daniels T-Shirt


Today Mr. Fuck took a swim in the pool because it is so fucking hot.

So, I offered him a free shot of whiskey. As it is now a time to drift, he shared with me his thoughts about what he feels about the Biden Trump debate. He was so insulted that he is no longer running for president but will stand behind Biden, in a very friendly way.

Trusting Joe’s advice on these times. Yet this is what he wants to do after he saw a recent interview with Stormy Daniels. He said,

“We all grow up and move on in life. Having children changes us.”

He has watched how being a mom can bring out the best of a woman.

He feels that strong women should be admired and pulled up not down.

So, after he witnessed this quote from Stormy, he laughed aloud…

As she said in the interview,

“If Donald had a big mushroom, he would have shown it to us by now.”

And then Mr. Fuck went on….

“The fact is he has a cult. It is called the Case of the Small Mushroom Men and the Women Who with Extreme Ideocracy follow him.

Yet it is not just his small ‘mush but his lies and ability to manipulate people of power. He does not care about this country at all or you or me. He is corrupted to the core of his dark hole.

I hope you realize we are all Stormy Daniels… any of us who stand up to Trump are Stormy Daniels. We will be ridiculed, abused, death threats will be made, and we will be attacked by the Small Mushroom Men and the Women Who with Extreme Ideocracy follow him.

Deep down Trump is so embarrassed by his small mushroom he expands his insanity on a world that should not take it one minute more. His revenge, anger and shark attacks on dry land have got to end.”

We want to share this Flipside Art … one can stand with Stormy… a woman who needs our support.


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I don’t do that…

Nacho and Whiskey

I blow away the festivals

Flying whimsical

hairy-seeds of a dandelion…

My wish?

idealize… idol… legend

I wish to blow away.

I don’t do that

punk bands

Not the punk scene.

It once was my life

I lived intimately in it

like a noodle

in a bowl of Top Ramen.

Juicy and mixed in

Yet without an ego.

I still

Love songs

bands are a part of my youthful rebellion.

It was real, existing

my heart beat

with a movement beyond me.

I love but do not idolize.

My only experience

of expectation

Is my ignorance

That I was once a friend

Who is still loved in return.

I chip away at this need

Of being there…

With them

Their friendship or love…

All contained in a song

A moment ….

Mine only mine.

No Icons

No legends

Just punks

Just people or a person.

Maybe a lingering friend

A stray

Lightning strikes

only once

For me.

The whimsical seeds

Float away away

Slowly away.


What to be, not what to do, TO DO GOOD

“5 Blessed are the meek,

for they will inherit the earth.”

“That “solution” is what Jung calls,”the third,” arrived at through the passion of crucifixion and resurrection… Christ is the fat lady in the front seat.”

As a religious studies major, I enjoy reflecting on how politicians use religious text to manipulate. They are many issues being put on our tables. Our rights and freedoms. This is what I think.

As it is a woman’s autonomy which is private between her, and her doctor so too is one’s faith between a person and their God. Or no God or Goddess at all.

One’s faith needs to be separate from public schools, state, and federal government. To be taught at church or at home instead. As all religions and those who do not believe in God. A parent’s responsibility is sacred to a child and their family.

Just like cell phones and logarithms that the government wants to control. Isn’t it up to parents to see what their children are viewing? Take the phones away and do your excellent work.

If these conservative people want the Ten Commandments in their schools, they should also be responsible for the commandments. They need to live by them.

They follow a cult leader, fascist, hypocrite who does not honor the Ten Commandments or the new commandments from Jesus known as The Beatitudes.

Are they peacemakers? No, they all only seem to amplify what Thomas Paine said so clearly as a loud pinning tuning fork… no it is only for this that religion was “set up to terrify and enslave” and to “monopolize power and profit.”

The basis of fascism is built on the roots of dogmatic fundamental religion when government and religion are not separate. They join together to terrify and enslave.

Did all these extreme conservatives forget the greatest commandment from their Christian leader?

“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.

Love your neighbor as yourself.

There is no commandment greater than these.”


Louisiana public schools are now required to display the Ten Commandments in all classrooms, after Republican Gov. Jeff Landry signed the requirement into law Wednesday.

The biblical narrative of the revelation at Sinai in Exodus 19 describes the arrival of the children of Israel at Mount Sinai, and the dramatic events that followed, including thunders, lightnings, and the voice of the trumpet. After the Lord came down upon Mount Sinai, Moses went up briefly and returned to prepare the people.

In Exodus 20, God spoke the words of the covenant, the “ten commandments,” to all the people.

The Beatitudes were recorded on Human Hearts, focusing on internal attitudes, while the Ten Commandments were recorded on Tablets of Stone, focusing on external actions. The Beatitudes stress what to be, while the Ten Commandments warn of what not to do.



Jesus said:

3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit,

 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

4 Blessed are those who mourn,

 for they will be comforted.

5 Blessed are the meek,

for they will inherit the earth.

6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,

 for they will be filled.

7 Blessed are the merciful,

for they will be shown mercy.

8 Blessed are the pure in heart,

for they will see God.

9 Blessed are the peacemakers,

for they will be called children of God.

10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,

 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.

12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.


Thomas Paine wrote that organized religion was “set up to terrify and enslave” and to “monopolize power and profit.” Paine repudiated the divine origin of Christianity on the grounds that it was too “absurd for belief, too impossible to convince and too inconsistent to practice.”

He was vilified for his unabashed analysis of the bible when he returned to America in 1802. Even a century after his death, Theodore Roosevelt referred to Paine, the man who named the United States of America, as “a filthy little atheist,” ignoring the fact that Paine wrote in The Age of Reason,


BARTLEBY: Here’s what I don’t get about you: you know for a fact that there is a God. You’ve been in his presence, He’s talked to you personally. And yet I just heard you claim to be an atheist.

LOKI: I just like to fuck with the clergy, man– keep ’em on their toes.


The Saints and Flowers in my garden.

The lovely geometry of Jerusalem sage and my addiction to Chris Bailey’s singing…

Bliss is in me 😻


[Verse 1]

I used to send you postcards from the subway after hours

I quit my job there, now I play for flowers

I’ve grown right out of that

And now there’s no turnin’ back

[Verse 2]

I sold myself to a gentleman of letters

He lets me out once a month to say my prayers

I file my teeth for flash

And I sell myself for cash

[Chorus]

I want those big hits, on the underground

I wanna shake to the psycho sound, of

Big hits on the underground

Everybody needs them

[Verse 3]

My mind is clean but my outlook is dirty

I tell myself, only do it because I’m pretty

I’m talking, ’bout making the grade

Now my soul is saved

[Chorus]

I want those big hits, on the underground

I wanna shake to the psycho sounds, of

Big hits on the underground

Everybody needs them

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 4]

I used to send you postcards from the subway after hours

I quit my job there, now I play for flowers

I’ve grown right out of that

And now there’s no turnin’ back

[Chorus]

I want those big hits, on the underground

I wanna shake to the psycho sounds, of

Big hits on the underground

Everybody needs them

PACIFICA Graduate Institute

“The imagination, through metaphor, makes the bridge that at once separates and joins matter and spirit. Because the soul is eternal essence living in matter, the images of matter bestowed by the five senses carry within them the food of the soul.”

~ The Ravaged Bridegroom , Masculinity in Women by Marion Woodman.

(I just found this book by way of a spiral in a secret garden )🌼




T-Shirts for sale.

The Value of Persistence

I am deeply convinced that consistent dedication to your work, continual refinement of your skills, and remaining committed to your personal vision will ultimately lead to new opportunities. When you persist in these efforts, you position yourself for success as doors begin to open that may have previously seemed inaccessible.

Overcoming Industry Negativity

These opportunities enable you to avoid the negativity and pretentiousness that sometimes infiltrate the industry. With perseverance, you can navigate around individuals who attempt to undermine authentic talent and genuine passion, ensuring that your efforts are not derailed by those who do not share your commitment.

Engagement and Impact

By fully engaging with the lively subculture, participating in enthusiastic communities, and sharing true stories, you forge a path that both respects the essence of punk rock and elevates voices that deserve recognition. This approach not only reinforces your authenticity but also contributes positively to the broader punk rock movement.




T-shirt are the cat’s meow. Fun images that have value. A way for an artist to express themselves in a unique way.

I like the concept of print on demand. Be it books for sale or T-Shirts. Even images on cups, stickers and other ways!

As an entrepreneur with a small business it is a way to for me to extend my creative action into a global community. A long held ideal of Do It Yourself reality in the 21st century.

I invite you all to explore my work and consider supporting me as both a local and global artist.

Thanks,

Hudley Flipside


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